And it is not going well nor easy. I seem to have a choice - total restriction/fluids only/occasional sloppies/no real food/lots of high cal garbage
eat everything in sight
Either way, I'm gaining weight. Horribly. Terrifiyingly.
I am finding the regain/failure journey very hard. I look terrible in pictures; my clothes don't fit/are bursting/can't be tied
I'm getting fat. Again. For the thousandth time in my life, a weight loss method has failed me
I can't get the "sweet spot" where you can eat a little of most things, are never hungry and lose weight.
I can eat either nothing or everything and yes, I am having 0.25 mil adjustments.