I don't mean my weight either; just my general outlook on life the universe and this band. Since I was ill (and my tonsils are beginning to hurt again) I think my band has tightened quite a bit and I spent most of today trying to drink fluids and throwing up.
It is now 1am and I am so thirsty and my throat/oesophagus/stomach are aching fit to cry over. I can't go to sleep cos I am hungry and thirsty and in pain, and I vomitted all my antibiotics for today so I'm scared of the infection coming back . .if I knew how, I'd unfill my band right now.
I know I'm only whingeing and I should feel better tomorrow - but right now I feel pretty miserable.
Still 12-2. Or 12-3. Not losing weight just heart and hope.
I have made arrangements to go to Belgium in 10 days time. I do need to get an x ray this time and to find out if my band is too tight.
Sometimes I think I don't care how tight it is so long as I lose weight, but lately there's been too much pain and vomitting and I still am not losing weight.
Not a sustainable position even short term. I hope tomorrow is better