I feel a lot better than a did last week, and I am glad I saved the £150 I was going to pay last week going for an emergency de-fill.
I hope to see Dr Chris tomorrow evening- God willing: it depends on the Belgian trains running on time. . since I'm getting a later Eurostar than usual. I should get there on time. . .but I'm a dreadful worrier for being late, and my idea of being on time is really being an hour early grin, so I hope I am not too stressed tomorrow.
Am hoping to have an xray to see if everything is ok, and then I really don't know what to do. My band has been very tight and I am being sick a lot of the time. But only because I try to eat or drink too much.
Even water doesn't go past my band very easily.
I do wonder if I should have it tightened a tiny amount, to stop my getting so many liquid calories down. (It is frightening, but you can live, fat, on nothing but liquids, and never lose weight)
Alternatively, should I have it loosened a bit so I can eat more normally an healthily?
I don't want to go yo-yoing between fills and un fills all my life; so really am not sure what I am going to do tomorrow.
Amn't I hopeless?!
I will be interested to see what the xray shows, in particularly whether there is swelling round the band or my oesphagus is swollen. If nothing shows, maybe I should leave the band as it is. . .
I have only lost 6lbs in the last month or so; but then I haven't being trying over hard.
Sigh, what to do . . .