Just gone by my 2 yr oppiversary. I really haven't lost any weight at all since this time last yr.
2 yrs ago I was 15 stone 3
1 yr ago I was 10 stone 4
Today I am between 9-12 and 10-2
Which means that in one yr I've not reallly moved at all. I don't want to stablized (and I am not stable) at 10 stone 2, 4, or 6. I would rather be 8 stone 2, 4 or 6. Lowest I ever got to was 8-12.
I realise it is Xmas, lots of lovely food around, lots of entertainment, out of routine, etc.
But oh my goodness, what am I going to do! I seem to be on the "regain wagon" hard and fast.
Not saying this to frighten anyone, but just to be honest.
I hate the fact I've regained weight.
I hate being too tight for clothes that used to look great on me.
I hate standing on the scales.
I hate the looks on people's faces when they last saw me at 8-12 and I am now 10 - 15 pounds heavier and their face says it all ("it was just another mad crazy crash diet, and though she lost so much weight, she is back on the way up up and up and given time she'll be fat fat fat again"
Soo o o o o what am I going to do about it? I guess a fill is on the cards, asap. And until then, self control, discipline and dieting.